Monday, December 30, 2002

Brunch: Coffee, and skillet (browned hamburger, hashed browns, scrambled egg, cheese, salsa).

Snack: 1/2 grapefruit. And a cookie. Not at the same time.

Dinner: Pasta with tomato sauce, one slice of bread with margarine.

Water: (goal = 100oz) 36 oz, plus a couple of mugs of hot tea.

Exercise: Upper body weights, lower body weights, abs. Plus about a half hour of playing with the dogs.

Energy Level: Up!


Sunday, December 29, 2002

Breakfast: Coffee.

Lunch: Meatloaf sandwich.

Dinner: One cup of tuna and noodles, 100% whole wheat bagel with lowfat cream cheese.

Snack: 1/2 pink grapefruit.

Water: (goal = 100oz) Unknown. I had a lot of Gatoraid and Green Tea and Chai Tea.

Exercise: None other than normal activities. I think the cold has let up enough to allow me to work out tomorrow and not pass out because I can't breathe.

Energy Level: Feeling much better.


Saturday, December 28, 2002

Breakfast: Coffee and an egg sandwich.

Lunch: PB & J, and a glass of milk.

Dinner: Meatloaf and canned corn.

Snack: Salt and Vinegar Pringles, my own personal nemisis.

Water: (goal = 100oz) Unknown. I had a lot of Gatoraid and Green Tea.

Exercise: None other than normal activities.

Energy Level: Recovering from the flu. And, HOLY CRAP, look at how much fat I ate today.

Bad Girl, Bad Girl, Whatcha Gonna Do?

I've gone a week without posting, paying attention, recording, or caring. My excuses (reasons!), in this order: Christmas, cooking, family functions, and the flu.

Getting back on track today.

Friday, December 20, 2002

Food for the 20th (Friday)

Breakfast: Coffee and a doughnut (man, I haven't had one of those in forever, and it tasted SO GOOD).

Lunch: Green salad with Romaine lettuce, sliced chicken breast, feta cheese, and raspberry vinagrette dressing. 1/2 whole wheat bagel with a smidge of cream cheese.

Dinner: Fish and chips, cole slaw, beer, and strawberry shortcake at TGIF's.

Water: (goal = 100oz) 40 oz.

Exercise: 20 min. elliptical. 18 million tons of housework. Four hours of wrapping presents.

Energy Level: Well, I feel pretty darned good this morning, but that might just be the fact that I decided to blow off work today, and the knowledge that I don't have to go back until the 2nd is giving me wings.

Food for the 19th (Thursday)

Breakfast: Bagel (100% whole wheat, protein and carb packed) with lowfat cream cheese, coffee.

Lunch: Chicken sandwich on whole wheat, salad.

Snack: Christmas cookies, Diet Pepsi.

Dinner: Grilled tuna sandwich, fries, chips with spinach artichoke dip, creme brulle, and a margarita.

Water: (goal = 100oz) didn't track.

Exercise: none.





Food for the 18th (Wednesday)

Breakfast: Bagel (100% whole wheat, protein and carb packed) with lowfat cream cheese, coffee.

Lunch: Chicken noodle soup, crackers, apple.

Snack: Christmas cookies! The happy hour in the afternoon at which I had beer, chips, and queso.

Dinner: Pizza (thin crust, with pepperoni, bacon, and beef) - two pieces.

Water: (goal = 100oz) didn't track

Exercise: None.


Tuesday, December 17, 2002

Breakfast: Bagel (100% whole wheat, protein and carb packed) with lowfat cream cheese, coffee.

Snack: Raspberry yogurt.

Lunch: Roast beef sandwich (no cheese) with au jous, 1/4 cup pasta salad, Diet Coke.

Snack: Apple.

Dinner: Crock pot chicken, white rice, gravy, lettuce salad with light ranch dressing, a glass of wine.

Water: (goal = 100oz) 20+20+20 = 60oz

Exercise: Upper and lower body weight training, abs.

Energy Level: I had the most screwed up dreams last night, so I was exhausted when it came time to get up this morning. I still have a surreal, floaty feeling.


Monday, December 16, 2002

Food for the 16th - Monday

Breakfast: Bagel with cream cheese, coffee.

Snack: Luna bar

Lunch: Ham and cheese sandwich, four bean salad (the damned stuff is finally gone, now).

Snack: Six Sun Chips, and an apple.

Dinner: Shepherd's pie.

Water: (goal = 100oz) 20+20+20 = 60oz

Exercise: 20 min. ellipical

Energy Level: There was no point today during work where I felt like I was going to fall asleep. I consider that a distinct improvement. Another thing I've noticed is that I don't yawn throughout the day - only in the morning like I'm supposed to.


Food for the 15th - Sunday

Breakfast: Bagel with cream cheese, coffee.

Lunch: Kraft macaroni and cheese, and a handful of Doritos.

Snack: Four bean salad.

Dinner: Spaghetti with meat sauce.

Snack: Apple.

Water: (goal = 100oz) 36+20 = 56 oz

Exercise: None other than normal activities (unless you count decorating the tree!).

Energy Level: I think I ate too few calories this day. I found myself pooping out big time, periodically.

Saturday, December 14, 2002

Food for the 14th - Saturday

Breakfast: Malt-O-Meal, coffee.

Lunch: Turkey sandwich, four bean salad.

Snack: Strawberry yogurt.

Dinner: Baked salmon, broccoli, mashed potatoes, dinner roll, wine.

Water: (goal = 100oz) 36+30 = 66 oz

Exercise: 20 min. elliptical, played with the dogs (20 min), dancing at Christmas party (2 hours).

Energy Level: You know, over the past couple of days, I've actually felt something approaching to normal.

Food for the 13th - Friday

Breakfast: Two slices of toast with peanut butter, coffee.

Snack: Luna bar.

Lunch: Two dinner rolls with turkey and cheese, four bean salad, Diet Coke.

Snack: Cake (from a baby shower).

Dinner: White rice, pork roast.

Water: (goal = 100oz) Didn't track.

Exercise: Walked the dogs, 1/2 hour.

Energy Level:

Thursday, December 12, 2002

Breakfast: Coffee, egg and cheese sandwich on an english muffin.

Lunch: Caesar salad with chicken, and a piece of bread.

Dinner: White rice, beef with broccoli, beer.

Snack: Raspberry yogurt.

Water: (goal = 100oz) 20+20+20 = 60oz

Exercise: None other than normal activities, with some pretty heavy duty house cleaning thrown in for good measure.

Energy Level: Man. Had another episode with hunting down a dying smoke detector at 2:00 in the morning. WHY can't these things expire at, say, 7:30 at night? Suffice to say, I was sleepy this morning.

Wednesday, December 11, 2002

Breakfast: Coffee, banana bread, and apple juice.

Lunch: A combination burrito from Taco Bell.

Snack: Chips and dip. Then a Bailey's Irish Cream and a beer at happy hour.

Dinner: KFC popcorn chicken and cole slaw.

Water: (goal = 100oz) Didn't track it.

Exercise: 20 min. elliptical.

Energy Level: I started feeling SO BAD around 2:00 today, and it's no wonder. Look at how I've been eating since yesterday! Good gawd, I eat horribly when I'm busy.

Tuesday, December 10, 2002

Breakfast: 3/4 bagel with cream cheese, coffee.

Lunch: 1.5 cups of chicken and rice (leftovers from the other night), strawberry yogurt, and a V-8. And half a cookie.

Snack: Granola bar.

Dinner: A chicken sandwich and some onion rings at BK, and a beer at the concert.

Water: (goal = 100oz) 20+20+20 = 60 oz

Exercise: The Def Leppard concert is tonight, so while I won't be doing any formal exercise, I'm sure I'll be dancing around like a mad thing and singing at the top of my lungs. That's gotta burn some calories, right?

Energy Level: So I know now that the reason it's so hard for me to get out of bed in the morning is in fact because it's still dark out when I get up, still dark out when I'm getting ready for work, still dark out when I *get* to work... MAN does winter suck. It's throwing my internal clock all off, this lack of sunlight. Some days I get to work before it's light, and leave after it's dark. Must... have... vitamin... D...

Monday, December 09, 2002

Breakfast: Bagel with cream cheese, coffee.

Snack: Raspberry yogurt.

Lunch: 3/4 of a chicken filet sandwich at Wendy's, three french fries (seriously), a few gulps of soda.

Snack: 12 oz of V-8.

Dinner: Meatloaf, mashed potatoes, gravy, and canned corn.

Water: (goal = 100oz) 20+20+20=60oz

Exercise: 20 minutes elliptical.

Energy Level: Really, the only time I was tired was at my 8:30 meeting - then I guess I stayed busy enough to keep awake the rest of the day. Workout went well, though not at the intensity level I'm used to. Man, am I out of shape!

Sunday, December 08, 2002

Breakfast: Raspberry danish and coffee.

Lunch: One Taco Bell fajita burrito.

Snack: Three crackers with cheese spread.

Dinner: Chicken and rice, and a glass of Bailey's Irish Cream.

Water: (goal = 100oz) 36 oz, plus some Gatoraide.

Exercise: Moving furniture, hanging Christmas lights, doing five hundred and twelve loads of laundry.

Energy Level: I'm starting to see the cycle between when I eat and when I have energy. I was hitting a wall right before dinner, then felt a whole lot better about a half hour after dinner. Still not following the specialist's advice too well on spacing out my meals. It's *hard* to do, I've discovered.

Saturday, December 07, 2002

Breakfast: Blueberry muffin and coffee.

Lunch: 1/2 grilled cheese sandwich, a handful of chips, and three bites of chicken soup.

Dinner: Spinach salad with olives, feta, artichoke hearts, tomatoes, red onions, and dressing, a breadstick, and four hot wings. One glass of beer. Then another beer later at night.

Water: (goal = 100oz) 36 oz, plus some Gatoraide.

Exercise: Looots of walking today. Shopping, ya know.

Energy Level: Did lots of Christmas decorating, and now we're watching movies. Got up at 9:30, it's 9:30 at night now, and I feel pretty good.

Friday, December 06, 2002

Results

So yesterday I met with the metabolic/nutritional specialist. The fun thing was that all the stuff I've learned through the Shape Up! program (see the link to the left), all my research into striking the right balance of fat/protein/carbs, all the supplements I've determined to be good for me, everything that I've determined for myself to be "right", was confirmed by the specialist. I described my symptoms, what I normally eat (aside from the past couple of weeks of knowingly misbehaving), what supplements I take and why, and exercise (again, what I *should* be doing, not what I *am* (not) doing). He nodded his head through the whole thing, and in the end said I was really sharp and one of the most educated clients on the subject he's ever come across.

Chuff for me.

So, some things he recommended for me. Eat smaller meals more frequently, concentrating on putting more carbs (of all things) back in my diet, but without overdoing it. He wants me to grab a snack between breakfast and lunch (yogurt, or a Clif bar, or some such thing - high in carbs, but only a very small portion), another snack between lunch and dinner, and a snack a few hours before bed. Interestingly, a body can gain weight by consuming too much carbs, and also not enough carbs. In the former, of course, the carbs are converted into glucose and absorbed into the fat cells. In the latter, the body isn't getting enough energy and so thinks it's starving, and holds onto the fat cells for dear life. Apparently I haven't been giving my body a consistent enough source of fuel, which helps explain my fatigue.

One thing he told me to especially concentrate on is consuming a small meal containing carbs within an hour after I've exercised. This is the optimum fuel burning time for the body, and the body will go for the fat cells first.

Next, I'm taking my supplements all wrong. Taking them all at once (for me, in the morning), causes my body to flush out more than I'm absorbing. Especially with the amount of water I drink. I should be taking half the dosage of each, twice a day, with meals. This helps the nutrients to stay in my body longer and give them a chance to be absorbed. I should cut out the B-multi I'm taking (apparently I have very high levels of B-12, so my body had no problem absorbing *that*), stick to a high quality multi vitamin, take 500mg of vitamin C twice a day, and add fish oil for the omega-3/omega-6 fatty acids, otherwise known as ADA/EPA/DHA (these construct the cell membranes). I've been taking flaxseed oil, which is also a good source, but from vegetation.

Finally, exercise is, of course, key. He wants me to really try hard to get into a routine, doing cardio three times a week, and weight training two times a week. The only effective way to increase my metabolism (and therefore, my energy) is to increase my lean muscle mass. Once my metabolism has come up a bit, he wants me to switch to doing weight training three times a week, and cardio two times a week. My plan is to work out Monday through Friday, alternating between cardio and weight training. Hopefully the weekend will include active enough activities to supplement this, as well.

I'm meeting with him again next week, and we're going to get more specific about foods, food combinations, and eating habits. I'll keep you posted on what I learn. So far, though, it's been a very positive experience!

Breakfast: Grapefruit juice, wheat toast with peanut butter, fat free milk.

Snack: Banana.

Lunch: Southwestern Chicken Salad (greens, black beans and corn, chicken).

Snack: Trail mix.

Dinner: 2.5 oz fried fish, 1/2 cup french fries, 1 bottle beer.

Water: (goal = 100oz) 20+20+

Exercise:

Energy Level: Another morning of not having a problem getting out of bed, but come 2:00 this afternoon I was ready to just go home and sleep. Ate the trail mix, felt a little better. Optimistic about working out tonight.

Thursday, December 05, 2002

Breakfast: Coffee, and one hard boiled egg.

Lunch: Wendy's Mandarin Chicken Salad.

Snack: Apple.

Dinner: Cheeseburger and onion rings, with a glass of beer, at Ruby Tuesday's.

Water: (goal = 100oz) 36+36= 72 oz.

Exercise:

Energy Level: I actually woke up pretty readily this morning, but man was I WIPED when I got home from work last night. Strangely enough, though, I regained some energy around 7:30, which is weird for me. I stayed up until about 10:30, then went to bed, still not feeling very tired. However, I fell asleep within five minutes of my head hitting the pillow. Something screwy is going on.


Wednesday, December 04, 2002

Something New!

I've discovered FitDay. I'm probably the last person in the universe who has done so. But I'm finding it extremely handy for recording what I've eaten, and I also use it to plan the next few days' worth of menus for breakfast, lunch, and dinner. It's helping me to make sure I have the right balance of carbs, protein, and fats. I highly recommend it! And if I can figure out how, I'll take a screen shot of the day's roll-up of percentages that FitDay calculates for me, and post it at the end of my daily food entries.

Later: I figured it out, though it's a bit of a pain in the ass. But lookit down there at the amount of fat in my diet!!! Holy crap. The next two days' worth of menus are much more balanced, now that I can see what's going on.

Breakfast: Coffee.

Lunch: Leftover pork medallions and rice.

Snack: A bag of mini chocolate chip cookies.

Dinner: Ritz crackers and cheese spread (no, actually, I *don't* know what the hell is wrong with me).

Water: (goal = 100oz) 72 oz.

Exercise:

Energy Level: Tired, take two (million and twelve).

Tuesday, December 03, 2002

Breakfast: Coffee.

Lunch: Veggie pita (black olives, celery, onion, cucumber, red bell pepper, yellow bell pepper, very light olive oil, very light ranch, feta cheese) and an apple.

Snack: One chocolate chip cookie, fat free milk.

Dinner: Marsala pork medallions, rice pilaf.

Snack: Vanilla ice cream. (I shouldn't have had it. I'm weak. Weak, I tell you!)

Water: (goal = 100oz) 36+20= 56 oz.

Exercise:

Energy Level: Tired. (The litany continues)

Monday, December 02, 2002

Well, that was educational.

I just got back from the doctor's. Two weeks ago they took some blood for a blood test, and all the stuff came back normal. I apparently have exceptionally healthy kidneys and my body's level of B12 is higher than it needs to be, but in a good way. Red and white blood cell counts within normal range, glucose level excellent (80), and my thyroid is behaving normally. Whatever "normal" for a thyroid is, anyway.

So, nothing telling there. Next my doctor sent me to another lab to do another test - I forget the three letter acronym, it begins with a B. Basically they hook me up to a machine to send an electrical current through me, so they can read the health of my cellular structure. The results are immediately printed out on a wee little ticker tape printer. And here is where we found something.

A person is considered to have a low metabolism if their basic metobolic rate (basically, how many calories they burn in the normal functioning of their body at rest) is 1700. Mine? Is at 1363. My doctor had a "holy shit" moment right there. That, combined with the cell degredation level (normal is 7.0, I'm at 6.3), and cell fat percentage (31%), was enough to prompt my doctor to order two more tests. Another round of blood work, this time looking for toxins in my body, and a toxin screening taken from a sample of my hair.

So I have to wash my hair with Johnson's Baby Shampoo for a month, and then go back so they can take a trimming.

Essentially, from these and other things from the test results that are beyond me, my doctor is going off the theory that for some reason my body is unable to absorb the nutrients it needs from the food I eat. This can be caused by toxic levels of certain chemicals and metals (like mercury) that we eat in our food or absorb through our environment (pollutants, etc.). Basically, my body thinks it's starving, even though I eat regularly, and has shut down my metabolism. Gone into hibernation, so to speak.

I'm seeing a metabolic/nutritional specialist on Thursday, and from the results of the toxin screening they'll determine how to flush my body of the stuff that's screwing it up. If that's indeed what the problem is. But it's a place to start.

Oh, and the recommendation from my doctor, to boost my metabolism, is to exercise more. I go to the doctor because I have no energy, and what do they tell me to do? Move more. Oi.

Breakfast: English muffin with egg, cheese, and ham. Coffee, and apple juice.

Lunch: Four stuffed mushrooms, 1/2 apple.

Dinner: Ranch hamburger (burger, Hidden Valley Ranch dry dressing mix, shredded cheese mixed together and grilled), 1/2 cup baked beans, 7-up.

Water: (goal = 100oz) 36+10=46 oz

Exercise: It looks like I have to make a concerted effort to get on this, like *now*.

Energy Level: Tired behind my eyes, but not so much so that I feel a drooling nap over my keyboard is in order. To be sure, I'm almost positive it's because I'm back after a refreshingly long weekend, with nothing to look forward to but work, work, work.

Getting Caught Up

Okay, I'm not even going to bother trying to update what I ate since last Tuesday. Suffice to say, I ate just as badly as everyone else in the US has eaten in the past week. I didn't exercise, unless you count shopping as exercise, and even then I completed most of it sitting on my ass in front of the computer.

Today is the return visit to the doctor to see the results of the blood test, so I'm hoping for some answers, or at least clues, today. I'm working overtime at work from now until whenever they take it away from me again, so God knows when I'll get back to exercising on a regular basis. The good news is, though my ass is sagging, the scale is resolute and not moving. Thank heaven for small miracles.